a r a j a n e . d i a r y l a n d . c o m

four parts // 2002-12-09

last night i was trying to do my homework and study for my chem final (which is tomorrow) and i got so horribly frustrated. i swear i read the same part of the chapter at least seven times and i still didn't get it. hybridization of atomic orbitals is difficult shit, people. i know i say this all the time, but when i'm frustrated i turn into such a child. i really felt like throwing a tantrum, so c and i lay on his bed on our stomachs and pounded the mattress with our fists and feet like i used to when i was eight and mad about something. godamn that felt good. then c tickled me and i didn't fight it and i laughed and laughed and then it all felt better and the frustration vanished. and then... well... being tickled is pretty sexy and i got all turned on, so...

and when i finally got up and looked at my homework, the solution dawned on me and i figured out how to do the problem i was stuck on. so the moral is: pouting + tantrum + tickling + sex = chemistry brilliance.

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dear cottage cheese,

i'm glad we're back on good terms. i can't believe i forgot how delicious you were, especially when enjoyed with a spicy tuna roll for lunch. let's be best friends forever, okay?

love,
--ara jane

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whoa, nelly! the strangest thing just happened. i called up my student loan provider because i didn't receive a bill this month and i wanted to make sure i paid it so i wouldn't default because i'm all responsible like that. well, when i talk to the woman at the loan provider, she tells me that i didn't receive a bill because i'm in deferment. and i never requested it! she says that seattle central notified them that i'm in school part time now and that automatically put me into deferment. and no one ever told me! i guess i got a little worked up and told her i didn't want to be in deferment and that i wanted to continue to pay off my loan, and she kindly explained that deferment is a good thing because i'm no longer paying interest--the good ol' government is doing that for me. so how's about that? i can still make payments on the loan, but because i'm taking ONE CLASS right now, i don't have to pay interest. yippee for me!

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c is talking about starting up a weblog. note to c: start one now--all the cool kids are doing it!

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