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back to where i belong // 2003-02-03

i mailed in my acupuncture application on saturday, envelope outfitted with chinese new year stamps (which i hope isn't too cute).

yesterday i started to feel sick, and today is no better. achy body, sore throat, icky cough. i think i'd like to go home now. also, my toenails are too long. i should really cut them.

being un-invited from meetings at work doesn't do well for one's self esteem. i wish i didn't care about things that go on here, but sadly, i still do.

yesterday i had a gossipy brunch with jen and tina, and happened to say not-so-nice things about someone who happened to be sitting right behind me, unbeknownst to me. not sure if he heard, but now i feel like a jackass. i try pretty hard not to be bitchy and petty, and wouldn't you know one of the few times i do i get caught at it. i'm all torn up over what to do.

and now c is on his way to pick me up. for reals, i'm going to go right back where i belong, which is bed.

before // after